More Bad Stuff

Alright...

Well, let's start at the beginning. I met Leona in the 11th grade, in my art class. She seemed cool, although pretty unintelligent, I thought I could get around that though. We became friends quickly. Her weird quirks, though, started to annoy me more and more. How she couldn't stand the thought of disappointing other people, and always conformed to whatever situation she was in to make people like her.

For example:

I was skipping school with her in the bathroom, playing my video games, and talking out loud. Outside the door I heard some stranger ask her, "Do you know that girl?" She quickly replied, "No." Afterward, she told me about it, and pretending not to hear I asked her what she had told the girl she said, "I said yes."

For one thing, saying that to a complete stranger about a good friend just so you could look good to them for one second pisses me off to this day. What would stop her from abandoning me in any second?

She lies about so many things, I know, like her  Stepmother. She tells me horrible stories about her that I know, while they may be  bad, she greatly embellishes the story to make her stepmother seem all the more evil.

Leona says she "loves" me. The other day in the hot tub, I kissed her. Definitely a bad move on my part. I don't know what I was thinking. I had been feeling so lonely and I wanted someone to share my pain.

Leona says she likes girls, but I know for a fact she also likes guys. With all her lying, what's to stop me to believe she's just saying these things just to make me feel comfortable around her? She never gets close to me, it's always ME that has to make a move, she says she's "shy" but if she really loved me she'd at least make an effort to get close to me. And still, I fill like she's only thinking of herself.

After school got out, I only have two friends, Her and Craig, I can actually talk to (ie, not on the internet). I'm pretty sure I can't be with this person. What to do, what to do...

I'm sure I left some stuff out, but nothing unimportant I think... Anyways, that's what's up recently.